Jello people!!! i am back but this with my flu-.- I think it was because of yesterday. Was under the air-con like don't how long!!! Yesterday was the Girls'Brigade 85th anniversary so i went with jarin,priya,prathika and the ma'am i tell u my face sucks in all the photos!! it was like i am in north pole. Shall upload all of yesterday's photo(:

Me and Jarin (:

Me and Prathika

So cool! second time holding wine glass :))

Me and Jarin (:

Me and my AWESOME ma'am (:

My anthoer Awesome ma'am (:

My drill instructor(:

ME being ladylike :P

Ladylike me and jarin being casual :P Shall end post here (: BYE BYE :))))))

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!! It  has been a super long time since i updated my blog! To be exact 16 days! In that 16 days so many things happened both good and bad. Let's start with the bad ones:
Argued with Ms Gopal and Ms chua about the Korea trip! Than..... Gosh i think i am havin short term memory. Than let's just move on to my birthday. WORST DAY OF MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT (this is the second time) Went for the lyrics writing course than ramiya and nidhi published about my birthday and SHABIR SANG BIRTHDAY SONG FOR ME!!!!! i was lik OMG!!!!! so happy the only good thing which happened and the rest of the day was what the fuck!! K let's not spoil my mood even though it has been spoiled.
On the 16 and 17 went for ITE experience tour! unfortunatly cant find you -.- called your sister and she didn't know so i just gave up! Now time for photos:


Yes people i am back with Yuki after such a big fight and a long time!!! I think we both think if the same thing of each other!! anywheres i wasnt really angry with her!! i meaan she wasnt the worst!! and it is back to the same old times!! but i do fell left out sometimes! but it is okayy. It take time....
So basically ever since we are now frens all we do is laughing about our silly fights and being crazy during his,f&n and maths!!! hahaha since she had her braces on i have been tempting her with oreo. Shall end my post here!!! BYE BYE (:




Hello:( Finally got back all my exam marks.... Some were good and others were like some piece of rubbish!
English-Passed
Maths-FAILED
Combined Science-FAILED
Mother Tongue-Passed
Combined Humanities-Passed
Food and Nutrition-Passed
All of them are just the paper marks,Waiting for the overall marks! to come
No mood to blog!
                               
                 Rethana:(


If i myself can't know or understand my life,how are others going to understand my life.They will always judge a book by its cover.Fear,Sadness, Rebellious, Stubbornness,Happiness,trust are all ending up in one place-my Heart.Giving in and Giving up.Every minute and second can change my life in every way. Me knowing or even without me knowing.Freedom is something which is hard to get in life.Guess suffering first than enjoying later is how i have to look forward in life.I know life without drama is boring! So i will just go through it.Mostly i hate being used....When can i start loving and enjoying my life?
   
                                                                                      Rethana(:

Hello again!!! I am blogging the second time...I think i am loving my blog!!! So i am bored...Gonna meet prathika than go to our bestfriend's house.They just cam back from India! At least our finished so i can go and spend some time with them...Than my mum wants me to go the tuition center!!! I am seriouslyy bored!! Chatting with someone on twitter(i will type about him soon) i guess!!! I don't wish to jump to conclusion like the last time i did. Tweet.. Tweet... Tweet..  Blog... blog... Blog... This life!!1 and i am having alot of pending homework to do because of my chemistry file!!!:) Hope my brother don't book out todayy!

 Rethana(:



Morning(:
Man i was super mood out yesterday!! Am i jealous that she got in for the next audition or am i jealous cos r is getting to my group of friends who she use to think is bad and pushing me to one side! I can't always keep this inside my heart! i am lucky enough that i have this blog! I can't even write in a dairy! NO PRIVACY:(( My life is completely upside down! everything my friends,family,love,school feel like dying but i know i can't... I don't want to be called a coward! guess i have been too soft hearted and can't accept things! i have been through this since young and yet i can't get use to it!! People cursing me,talking behind my back and so on! Even my own brother hates me for nothing! My mum and dad says i being rebellious and keep blaming each other for my attitude.... I can't even be happy for one single day! Some idiot will just come and spoil my day. I need someone to understand me,comfort me,tell me life is always fine but i am just being stupid! it is enough that i got hurt by that ass hole! What the hell is wrong with me? Can't i just find someone who understands me. When i do i always end up hurting them because they find me irritating with my problems! But i have STFU when u are telling me your problems!!! I am just being an idiot and being to naive! Should just blog later:)) Must go and clean up my room and the house for the mess my brother did!!!

 Rethana:(