Hello:( Finally got back all my exam marks.... Some were good and others were like some piece of rubbish!
English-Passed
Maths-FAILED
Combined Science-FAILED
Mother Tongue-Passed
Combined Humanities-Passed
Food and Nutrition-Passed
All of them are just the paper marks,Waiting for the overall marks! to come
No mood to blog!
                               
                 Rethana:(


If i myself can't know or understand my life,how are others going to understand my life.They will always judge a book by its cover.Fear,Sadness, Rebellious, Stubbornness,Happiness,trust are all ending up in one place-my Heart.Giving in and Giving up.Every minute and second can change my life in every way. Me knowing or even without me knowing.Freedom is something which is hard to get in life.Guess suffering first than enjoying later is how i have to look forward in life.I know life without drama is boring! So i will just go through it.Mostly i hate being used....When can i start loving and enjoying my life?
   
                                                                                      Rethana(:

Hello again!!! I am blogging the second time...I think i am loving my blog!!! So i am bored...Gonna meet prathika than go to our bestfriend's house.They just cam back from India! At least our finished so i can go and spend some time with them...Than my mum wants me to go the tuition center!!! I am seriouslyy bored!! Chatting with someone on twitter(i will type about him soon) i guess!!! I don't wish to jump to conclusion like the last time i did. Tweet.. Tweet... Tweet..  Blog... blog... Blog... This life!!1 and i am having alot of pending homework to do because of my chemistry file!!!:) Hope my brother don't book out todayy!

 Rethana(:



Morning(:
Man i was super mood out yesterday!! Am i jealous that she got in for the next audition or am i jealous cos r is getting to my group of friends who she use to think is bad and pushing me to one side! I can't always keep this inside my heart! i am lucky enough that i have this blog! I can't even write in a dairy! NO PRIVACY:(( My life is completely upside down! everything my friends,family,love,school feel like dying but i know i can't... I don't want to be called a coward! guess i have been too soft hearted and can't accept things! i have been through this since young and yet i can't get use to it!! People cursing me,talking behind my back and so on! Even my own brother hates me for nothing! My mum and dad says i being rebellious and keep blaming each other for my attitude.... I can't even be happy for one single day! Some idiot will just come and spoil my day. I need someone to understand me,comfort me,tell me life is always fine but i am just being stupid! it is enough that i got hurt by that ass hole! What the hell is wrong with me? Can't i just find someone who understands me. When i do i always end up hurting them because they find me irritating with my problems! But i have STFU when u are telling me your problems!!! I am just being an idiot and being to naive! Should just blog later:)) Must go and clean up my room and the house for the mess my brother did!!!

 Rethana:(


Today is Mother's Day(: My brother.his gal,my god-sis and me present a saree to my mum with a hand-made card with our msgs:) and i worte this to my mum:
To: amma:)
Hope you like the saree very much and thanks for your scoldings and cookings!!I love you<3
From:Rethana:)

 But there is more i wanted to tell her! but i just couldn't!! i know she is still angry with me for the things that i have done.But i seriously didn't meant all those stuff.Guess i have no guts to do that.I have just been too rebelious about wad is going on.The truth is i really care i just don't want to show!!!
Anywhere i love you mum:) Thanks for being there:)))

Btw,this is the second post i am doing today! I thought my brother came back home..It is bad enough that my Facebook account is deactivated! all i have is my blog and twitter:(
NO SCHOOL TOMORROW:))) ENJOY(:
       
Good nite people:))

                 
By seeing this picture you should know already that i didn't make it through the audition yesterday! What i did was mess up the second song!! Like what the hell??? Than the both judges never comment!! was it even that bad?? Ramiya also didn't make it:( Nidhi did anyways:) so let's just move on...Confirm got better opportunities along the way.Maybe it just wasn't the right time yet! I will just concentrate on my studies first!! Even though i am kond of heart broken... all my close people were there to support me and tell it is okay, atleast u took the courage. And i am have started to accept that if u want to archieve smething u have to fall!
Kays gtg now! blog tmrw:))
                                                 Rethana(: