Morning(:
Man i was super mood out yesterday!! Am i jealous that she got in for the next audition or am i jealous cos r is getting to my group of friends who she use to think is bad and pushing me to one side! I can't always keep this inside my heart! i am lucky enough that i have this blog! I can't even write in a dairy! NO PRIVACY:(( My life is completely upside down! everything my friends,family,love,school feel like dying but i know i can't... I don't want to be called a coward! guess i have been too soft hearted and can't accept things! i have been through this since young and yet i can't get use to it!! People cursing me,talking behind my back and so on! Even my own brother hates me for nothing! My mum and dad says i being rebellious and keep blaming each other for my attitude.... I can't even be happy for one single day! Some idiot will just come and spoil my day. I need someone to understand me,comfort me,tell me life is always fine but i am just being stupid! it is enough that i got hurt by that ass hole! What the hell is wrong with me? Can't i just find someone who understands me. When i do i always end up hurting them because they find me irritating with my problems! But i have STFU when u are telling me your problems!!! I am just being an idiot and being to naive! Should just blog later:)) Must go and clean up my room and the house for the mess my brother did!!!

 Rethana:(